Today...

words are not coming....or they just can't do justice to the inner turmoil.
And help comes from Chacha Gulzar and RD boss....

Tujhse naraaz nahin zindagi hairaan hoon main...O hairaan hoon main..
Tere masoom sawaalon se pareshaan hoon main...O pareshaan hoon main..

jeene ke liye socha hi nahin, dard sambhaalne honge
muskuraayen to, muskuraane ke karz uthhane honge
muskuraaooN kabhi to lagtaa hai
jaise honTon pe karz rakhhaa hai

aaj agar bhar aai hain, boondein baras jaayengii
kal kyaa pataa inke liye aankhen taras jaayengii
jaane kab ghum hua kahaan khoya
ek aansoo chhupaake rakhaa thaa

zindagi tere gham ne hamein rishte naye samjhaaye
mile jo hamein dhoop mein mile chhaon ke thanDe saaye..