Among many topics I wanna write on

• Career crushes
• Kismat Karma and Butter Chicken {don't read too much into it, even I dunno wat all comes under this}
• Small 'lil' things that make me smile.
• Current Dilemma {bluudy its like going round n round like a flea-inflicted dog chasing its tail}

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Feeling like hitting someone soo fiercely on his mouth so that his teeth fall off and I end up with lacerated, blood-stained fist.

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Note to self:: Mollify..is the word.

At last, fixed the "Quick Help" issue and WO#-1-11GCTN.
So my dear Brian now happy B-(
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Uff, again this Anara case is making headlines...one report contradicting another report...hmm..gimee the CD and show me the girl, will do this work for FREE, yes for absolutely free.
Or does anyone know how to get a job into Hyd or Chdgh forensic XYZZ lab??

Mere office ki ladkiya.....

in pink, they look prett(y)ier
in black, they look slim(mer)
in red, they look hot(ter)
in brown, they look fat(ter)
in white, they look old(er)

where is the new crop??

ShahRukh Khan 39.
Aamir Khan 39.
Ajay Devgan 38
Salman Khan 39.
Sunny Deol 49.
Anil Kapoor 45.
Sanjay Dutt 45+.
Akshay Kumar 35+.

For past 12-14 years only these guys are ruling the bollywood, they come in all sort of roles, ranging from college romeos to underworld dons, and amazingly all of them have fan-following, no matter what crap they present on screen becomes a rage.

These guys have carved their own space through sheer hardwork, otherwise who would have of thought of someone like Ajay Devgan surviving another year in the tinsel world.

But who will replace them, where is the new crop??, apart from Shahid , I can't see any other potential superstar, No Abhisheks or Hrithiks or Vivek/Fardeen/Zahids can sustain for long.

Well, may be coz 18-35 age group middle-class segment decides the fate of stars and movie; and there are 'unknown/unexplainable' reasons for liking a star, hmmm.... for example in my case I started to like SRK right from his "Fauji" days; so its sort of nature of middle class segment to love/like a star for unexplainable reasons, same way Salman after so many controversies still have huge fan-following, same for all other stars.
And now purchasing power of this segment has increased manifold so they make it a point to watch their favorite stars movies year after year.
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I think I need lonnng hours of uninterrupted sleep B-(

What Lies Behind Your Eyes?

In your eyes, people see life... You see yourself as just an average person! You enjoy life, love wildlife, but also enjoy time with those who know you best. You like to get outdoors and let your mind wander over all of the mysteries GOD gave to you. You don't really have a certain sanctuary because you're so well-rounded, but you like having fun and adventures, but can also be found sitting quietly about, reading a book. You have a pretty good life ahead of you, never trade it for anything else :o)

take the quiz

now, its getting seriously boring...and tiring; reading blogs is also not helping; chatting is the most boring thing that one can indulge into; and for a change I switched off my phone n that worked for me.
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yestderday had an awful experience, actually we a group of four went to nearby pizza hut for lunch and ordered a pitcher of pepsi along with other stuff, till the very end everything was perfect, tandori-murg pizza never tasted better...but..in the end we found a FLY , yes a damn dead fly floating in the bottom of pitcher, and all hell break loose my friends gave sound verbal thrashing to the manager, all this spoiled the fun. Obviously they didn't charged us anything, and also sent a bouquet n a large pizza in the evening to our office. but we returned both.
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04-02-05, Friday.Its a beautiful Friday morning, and I'm loving it. on way to work, waved to school-going lil boy, he smiled and waved back, it was beautiful.
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my profile page shows wrong posts count, it says 42 though count is much more than that. dunno watz wrong with it, any ideas??

maine dil se kaha, dhoondh laana khushi
na samajh laya gham, to yeh gham hi sahi

maine dil se kaha, dhoond laana khushi
na samajh laya gham, to yeh gham hi sahi
maine dil se kaha dhoond laana khushi......

bechaara kahan jaanta tha
khalish hai yeh kya khala hai
shehar bhar ki khushi se
yeh dard mera bhala hai
jashn yeh raas na aaye
mazaa toh bas gham main aaya hai

maine dil se kaha, dhoondh laana khushi
na samajh laya gham, to yeh gham hi sahi

kabhi hai ishq ka ujaala
kabhi hai maut ka andhera
bataao kaun bhes hoga
main jogi banu ya lootera
kayi chehre hai is dil ke
na jaane kaunsa mera

maine dil se kaha dhoondh laana khushi
na samajh laya gham, to yeh gham hi sahi

hazaaron aise faasley the
jo taiy karne chale the
raahe magar chal padi thi
aur peeche hum rah gaye the
kadam do chaar chal paaye
kiye phere tere mann ke

maine dil se kaha, dhoond laana khushi
na samajh laya gum, to yeh gham hi sahi

maine dil se kaha, dhoond laana khushi
na samajh laya gham, to yeh gham hi sahi...................

wish me luck....

This week is going to be most crucial week of my life, both on personal as well professional front...hmmmm..on second thoughts more on personal front.
Yes, under-water currents are still working overtime and one moment allz well n calm and very next moment tsunami strikes....sometimes at my place and most of time at her place.

I'm happy the way my parents have handled me...and my moods and my irresponsible behaviour till TODAY.
And TODAY is another BIG day that'll decide rest of my life.
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Safin got his due at last, after months of hard work, mental conditioning he got his due. great, in fact to me he won the championship the day he defeated Federer.
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From 100 to 150 in 19 balls, special talent can't lay low for long.
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in past 4 days, drove almost 400kms , its good on highways but in city its irritating or i think i need to buy some new music.
{* ouch right shoulder hurts a bit *}
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Last night (ard 10) V messaged me "IM OUTSDE UR HOUSE", usually he calls 100times before coming to meet me..........ooooooh this is soooo boring.
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Kitne ajeeb rishtey hai yaha par....